Sometimes its like you are not alive until someone dies. We are not aware of how lucky we are to just be able to feel things. We live without really living until we stop and realise that we won’t live forever. I am not affraid to die. I find some beauty in decomposition, and some comfort in the infinite possibilities it brings. I am not affraid to die, but I am terribly affraid of not living. Of just being here, breathing until the day my heart will just stop beating.